Our Heart's Desire???
Ps 37:4 - Show Context
Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.
And what have we here, saith the Lord? Have I not given unto you the desires of thine heart? And ye weep and bemoan. What is it that is set round about thee? And why do I have no control over these things? What is this strange act, and why do I feel so compelled to do that which is not holy? Have I not given you the desires of thine heart? For has not my word spoken truth that I would give thee the desires of thine heart? And ye weep and ye bemoan because I have done this?
Hum, shall I change thee through the desires that I have set in motion round about thee? Shall I not use these perpetual things that have peculiarly set themselves in motion around your life, for a greater glory? Ah saith the Lord. I laugh, because you thought I did not know. I laugh because you were unaware that your true desires would manifest round about thee. Ah but a space let us rejoice in it, and fret not. Some seek the deliverance, is it so intolerable for thee, oh man of great desires? I laugh saith the Lord. You travail but you dont travail, will you laugh along side me? Will you see this for what it is a straightening, and in great humor? Oh how evil it is, but you say unto me I am so sorry. For what, I am just giving you the desires of your heart?
OK my little ones, come set beside me. It is not so bad as it seems. Yes, the joke has been on you. Now confess to me that the desire is not so bad after all. Confess to me that I truly have given you the desires of your heart, and fear me not. For I truly meet your needs and I see your heart inside and out. There is nothing that you can hide from me children. Oh the devil many say, the devil. The sword does not work, all hide their hearts and none confesses to another of the uncontrol. I laugh at your hidings. I laugh, when you cannot share with another. Break down and cry one to another and confess your faults. But are they truly your faults?
For all are in what seems madness. All baring about the sinful desires, and have not inquired of me, to set themselves aright. AlI banging their heads in sheer misunderstanding, because they have put themselves to shame. Why cry ye any longer. Come out from the costumes. Come out from the closets and expose to me your true hearts and tell me if I have not tapped into the deepest areas of your heart? Yep, the deepest areas and the darkest areas are exposed for what they are.
Now saith the Lord. The ugliness and the sinful heart is exposed for what it is. What comes next? Abide in me, and let ME give you the desires of your heart. Now that you have had a full measure of what I have bestowed upon thee, now come and let us refashion that heart. I am going to give you the desires of the heart, for I am the one that is fashioning it. No more in consternation. No more shame and reproach that you cannot possibly bare with another for your prestigious position of Christendom be exposed for what it is. Just a plain ole child of the Father. Each equally important, none above the other. Hum, if you could see what I see, all hiding their faults and not admitting the problems. Strange my people. For one day many will come from the East and from the West and sit down with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob and then they will be cast out. But I say unto you that as you have planted in my kingdom so shall ye reap. I am not one to take my children's walk lightly. If there is something that needs to be straightened out of their lives, I am going to straighten it. This is a process that will go on unto eternity. I am fashioning all my children into the image of Christ. Those whom choose not to be fashioned like Christ Jesus my Son, shall find their place in the outskirts of my kingdom. I am not one to play with children when it comes to their walk. But I certainly have my humor, and my humor to those that dont truly know me can be a fearful thing.
If you come to know me as children. You must become like children or my ways and dealings can scare your so much you think I was wroth with you. Now if you each come to me as children, you will see how this work of my giving you the desires of your heart, be melted into something of great value. Something that as if you desired something that was not wrong, and not shameful, I am going to give everyone, from the least unto the greatest deliverance in this. But you must humble yourselves as little children if you are to receive any deliverance in it at all.
So ends the words of the Lord.
Jeff Rodrick
Heart-Life Ministries
http://heart-life.org mrheart97@aol.com